
Finally in the mood to upload pics
Even then, you can probably see that they are done with not much effort
Went penang, genting & KL
It was packed as though everyone from Singapore flocked to M'sia just to avoid the cny
The crowds at the checkpoint were really scary
I went to the beach at penang where e tsunami happened in 2006 xmas eve
It was quite saddening seeing e once-beautiful shoreline partially covered with mud
Even genting's 6 hotels were fully packed can u imagine?!
Hotel first world hav 6000+ rooms fyi
The food was really satisfying and good though
Everything comes with a price and now Im left with less than 2 days to study
I ordered this earring online way before I went m'sia
I totally forgot about it after I returned
The poor little thing was lying in my letterbox till my mum retrieved it one day
Thankew butterflier girl! for the awesome packaging
The rain couldn't get to my precious
Ain't e thing pretty!
I hate waiting for drama serials to come out and Im in this situation with 2 of them!
Hana Kimi & one tree hill
Hana kimi's episode 14 will only be played in taiwan today so i gotta wait till at least tmr for it to be uploaded on u tube
Im at one tree hill season 4 episode 14 and 15 is nowhere to be seen. not even on cw channel
Just great
I've resorted to watching all sorts of funny things on utube
Oh yah, maybe I shud turn to studying huh?
Many dramas await me as I browse more and more
Im so into wu zun now and despite tokyo juliet being not-a-so-good show, im still watching it cos of him
Who ask him to be in just 2 dramas before! grrr
I must totally go watch magic ring, zhong ji yi ban & 9 ball also!
Jiro is absolutely hot in zhong ji yi ban with that soundtrack i was so crazy about after lucify sang it during superband!
9 ball is really good with zheng yuan chang being so hot n all.. but seeing xu wei lun is kinda sad
magic ring dn really impress much except there's zyc inside?
Busy busy busy ole me.

Have a great chinese new year, guys!

The numerous videos of us fooling around during k-box is making my jaws hurt from over-laughter!
How can we be so crazy man?!
After all these years, Im still loving my girly-girl peeps still!
P.S. I love you, Spp! For the wonderful free tickets to the grand finals of PSS!

Caught Project Superstar Live at the Singapore Indoor Stadium today!
The atmosphere was so wonderful & all the performances were entertaining
It was really spectacular, so different from viewing on TV
My dearest Daren won!
Was so nervous during the results, my heart was practically in my mouth
Both finalists were damn good though
Cao Ge was absolutely legendary!
Malaysian & Vietnam superstar champions were just so-so in standard though the Malaysian chap was definitely cute & the vietnamese girl was bimboish kinda cute
The final moments when the "snow" came down while Daren sang after he was crowned the champion, was so overwhelming
Very touching & I believe that was his best slow song ever

Managed to solve my flash player problem & am using mozilla now. Mozilla really rocks compared to Internet explorer. IE jus seems to be having so much problems lately. Mozilla even loads utube videos so much faster!
So many birthday photos to upload. Hanlun's , Jiehui's, Adeline's .... Laziness & procastination allurs.


Met up with linda dearest today
Satisfied my craving for katong laksa & off we went shopping at parkway!
Sec sch hangout literally
Im so in love with the 4 mths belated bdae presents from dada!
I love the topshop accessories!
I love the specialised scrapbk filled with cute lil stickers & words from you!
She spent like siao at dorothy perkins & mango!
I only satisfied a teeny weeny bit of craving =)
She treated me to frappaccino while we sat & talked like old times
One agreed fact about us
No matter we may not have seen each other for how long
No matter how different lives we may be leading
We are always able to start off from where we were last left off with
& able to talk like no other people can
Im thankful for the greatest friend I found in her
We should do this often girl!


Went to K-boz with spp on sat
I was damn bored at paradiz cos spp was super late
Cam-whoring helps when you are super bored
Why do people keep going back to kbox
When everytime they sing the same songs over and over again
And they do the same things always
I guess that is something un-ardent fans of kboz will never understand
I can keep going back to kbox everyday and not get sick of it
Provided the moo-lah is there for me to spend obviously
On happier notes, LIONS ROAR LIONS WON!
It was such a heart-in-my-mouth moment
The final penalty shot caught beautifully by dearest lionel lewis
The squeals of delight from my family was rampant
My dad couldn't stop complaining the slow pace of the game though
He said it felt like watching EPL on windows media player & playing the thing with minimum speed
Life's really depressing when people are dying tragically, with or against their wishes
Deepest condolences to the victim's family of the car accident at KR today
Heard e victim is someone from science fac.
Heard about it from the MM yahoo group
The guy who was at the accident scene even put up photos which I dn dare to view at all
It's just so sad cos it happened right there in your uni campus & the victim is someone around our age
With a great future ahead.. leaving behind so many loved ones
Popular taiwanese host Xu Wei Lun was in a major car accident as well and she passed away just yest night
Heard from laura that another sci fac student jumped off a building a few days ago
What is the world coming to!!
Life is indeed short....

Dad whipped up a sumptuous meal & a strawberry cake
Had a tiny celebration for mummy
Couz & I bought that awesome top from marks & spencer
The smile on Mummy's face is priceless
Have been abstaining from blogging
The moment I start blogging, negative thoughts start to flow & it will just spoil all the readers' day
Been thinking of switching to Wordpress cos it seems a lot more user friendly & cooler
But pitas has been my loyal blog for the past 3 years
2003 must have been the year of the trends
Friendster & Blogging became the 'IN' thing
Everyone scrambled to add friends, add testimonials, blog, link friends & change layouts every other day
Coincidentally, that also happened to be my O'lvl year
Starting the friendster account & my blog that same year, Smtimes I wonder if my poor results could be attributed to those
The other day, I was sitting alone at central forum watching the usual buzzing of activities
Something hit me hard at that point of time
It made me realise how so many others are finding so much meaning and life in uni
I was just deteriorating into nothing-ness
I was becoming anti-social, Un-enthusiastic, & anal about doing everything new
I came into uni hoping to find new challenges, become a person who could add meaning to others' lives, add glamour & meaning to my own life
I wonder wat happened to all those dreams
Now, Im just a hermit who dreads school days, finds every opportunity to skip lectures & tutorials & turns a blind eye to the whole spectrum of wonderful activities & groups happening all around me
While others are making friends, Im losing the ones I have arnd me
While others are learning new stuffs, Im forgetting what Im even good at
While others are starting their career paths & excelling in their courses, Im having confusions & hate attacks ever so often
While others are becoming better persons, Im becoming a negative, self-pity girl who has negative thots abt everything
I want to find myself back
I think this negativism has gone too far already
I need to find back the optimistic me
I need to find back the adventurous me
I need to find back the sociable me
I need to find back the never-say-die me
I need to find back the positive me
I need to find back the me, that everything the present me isn't
I have gone through a lot of downs in life & yet I have stood stronger than before
I have had failures in every aspect of my life & I have never given up
I don't wanna give up now
When this is the peak of my life
Im supposed to be enjoying it
Im supposed to be having the time of my life
Im supposed to be having challenges, learning new stuffs, making new friends, joining new clubs, learning new skills, going for social gatherings, making my contacts, enriching myself with each & every experience & building beautiful memories of the wonderful uni life that everyone has talked of
I refuse to go on this way
I refuse to give all these up just becaues of a person
Here's to a brand new me.

Yet my love was the ghost of a young girl's dream. It walked alone in the abyss, stubbornly, where only illusions prospered on tears and regrets. My love had a life of its own. To fall into endless blackness, that was my new fantasy.
The young girl with the ancient dream wept. I could hear her, I even see her tears now. I cannot forget him, but I needed to forget her."


Hope things go more smoothly this year than e last though e last was one of the best I had
Bittersweet memories but what the hell
Many first-times last year
Uni life was so eye-opening
Got to know a great buncha buddies yet felt closer to the people I've known all my life
Cos I realise the friends you are closest to are still the ones you went thru all the ups & downs with
The friends you made during sec school
During CCAs
When you cried together, sweat together, toiled hard together
Feeling quite good about the new sem
At least I know there's no more programming to constantly nag at the back of my head & give me constant heart pangs
Quite exciting modules
Finally taking changing landscapes
Many things I wanna accomplish in 2007
Shall update after I actually achieve them
Cos I realise I have a knack of typing but not for putting them into action
Almost nearing the 3rd
If I say I still am not able to let go, am I very foolish?

The girls are coming over to my house later for countdown
Hurry up girls!
So looking forward!
Last day at work yesterday
Turned out to be the most fun day in fact throughout the 2 weeks
Ironically, I got to know more people yesterday than the whole of 2 weeks combined
Many things she bu de =(

Celebrated X-mas with dearest laola, dicky & slp
We went Rouge cos all ladies were privileged at 18 bucks with one house-pour & they had a xmas party going on
There was a live band playing & they had trance music before that
We found a nice cosy place & even spotted a pool table just beside us
Vodka lime had us satisfied
Nice place to be in, considering the madness & havoc outside along orchard road
We went off around 1145 & tried to nudge our way through along the madness
People were going crazy, with everyone spraying something into your ears, eyes & mouth
THere were fake count-downs everywher
Not just punks & youngsters were spraying things at us, even uncles & Bangalas!
It was total madness
I was so thankful for the vigilant police patrolling the roads & keeping things in order
At first it was fun with the spraying
After a lil while, it got scary cos u dno when u are gonna get foam & party strings being sprayed at you while a group of guys scream their lungs away
We went to eat at this hongkong eatery at cine while squeezing thru mounds of people
Only realised then how dirty we were
Super messed up & poor dicky had her WHITE bag totally coloured & dyed
Nevertheless, Im still thankful for the company I had with you gurls la
I dig pool & so does slp
I believe we would have continued playing if not for the group of guys kajiaoing us
& forcing us to give up the place while staring at us playing
Merry X-mas 2006.

Dinner on Friday at bugis with the beloved RA Peeps
Ate at some lil' hongkong eatery along the stretch of road beside ICON
Their Nai Cha was so lovely in those little glass jars
Went to play pool at poolfusion after that with e usual gang
Banged the cue stick into my finger against the table corner
Klutzy Number One of the year :S
Hav been working non-stop since Friday from 8am to 8pm everyday
Today's finally my break day & I barel have energy to even type properly
Work has been exhausting but slack at times. Irony indeed
Packing brand new models of MOTOROLA handphones everyday
Getting to know some nice people
Feeling the G.G. between the people working there who are GEENAs waiting for O lvl results
Feeling old myself
Having people tell me I look like 17 year old and nowhere near 21
Seeing dicky's face everyday
Sitting down at that puny locker room during lunch hour
Ultimate jianfei plan to have
Interesting life IM leading now

Wasted

Best christmas tree of the year
Beautiful crystal tree at bugis
Real innovative with a touch of class
Really pretty
That explains the consistent throngs of people surrounding it
Just to snap a pic of it
Finally Caught Happy Feet!!
It was fantabulous!
Never found penguins as cute as now
It wasn't exactly a plot-less story either
Really good songs as well
Lovely movie
Currently, Youtube is my very best friend
It's providing me with so much entertainment & endless hours of drama-whoring
Im so hooked onto 90s teen flicks
Completed
She's all that
Bring it on
Bring it on: All or nothing
2 seasons of One tree hill
Endless episodes of Sex and the city & many more to come
Horrors.

This was the first thing I did after my last paper on Tuesday
Suki Sushi buffet!!
Me ade & dicky went totally high!!
We ordered food like crazy cos we reached exactly at 530 that meant last orders for lunch buffet!
We ordered multiple plates for each item & this was e first round of horrors we saw
Almost got charged for excessive food
But our smartie brains took care of that problem =)
Guess for urself what we did larh
Went back for tj alumni band!
Enjoyed touching & caressing my instru again
Really made my day so much
Tyc messaged me to say I was wanted to emcee e upcoming s** concert by popular demand
I wonder how people would think
Seeing my face 3 years in a row
Emceeing the same whole style, the same old script I always use
Horrors
But I really do enjoy emceeing larh
This performance alter ego within me
That really makes me damn excited whenever I go up on stage

More zi-lian-ing
Last paper tomorrow
Wonder how crazy I'll go?

Everything is just so wrong today
Why doesn't the approaching of last day of exams making me happier?
Oh, I forgot, cos it doesn't matter
I gave up studying a long time ago anyway
Reading certain things makes me feel ARGH
I dn even know why
I never knew marriage vows could be this beautiful
Or maybe its cos im so in love with N.A.L.E.Y.
Cos their kind of love dn exist in our realm of reality
& I feel for their every up and down
With every emotion within me
Some day this beach might wash away
The oceans may dry
The sun could dim
But on that day I'll still be loving you
Always & Forever
To have & to hold from this day onwards
In sickness & in health
For richer or poorer
For better or worse
I promise that I will love & cherish you
& will deny all those that will come btw us
I make this promise for eternity
A promise that I will keep forever
Until the end of time
Till death do us part

Painted blood red nails for fingers & toes
Treat it as good luck for exams lorh
First paper today
Woke up at 530 because of irritating mosquitoes
Couldn't mug aLso & I managed to get back to sleep
Not prepared at all for eg1108
I think this is one of the earliest papers for engine
Suay or wat?
Fortuately or Unfortunately, I dn feel despair out of unprepardness
Maybe cos IM already numb & immuned to all these
Reading half e textbook & not practising anything is not going to bring me far I know

Pink is nice. Who can argue with me at that?
Upon finishing maths webcasts, I decided to give myself a break.
Too bad the break extended to the whole dae
Downloaded stupid techno songs
Blasted MCR e whole day
Time to get started again.
Somehow, I've lost momentum.
Hooked to ATC Songs now.

Un-glam photos ahead that will scare people away.
Theory of the day
Zi-lian-ing de-stresses!
Stupid maths webcast is making me spend 3 hrs for a 1 hr lecture.
Nevertheless, I vow to finish all webcasts by tonight!
Got sense of achievement here. Left with 3 webcasts.
Worry about helpsheet & tutorials later
Staring at the large stack of notes scares me
Cant wait for 5th Dec .
Very hooked to My Chemical Romance latest album
Everyone shud just endulge themselves a bit of MCR
They are just so amazingly good.

Wuliao things we do when we are all bored of studying in the library.
Me and Jieren's feet, both purple shoes btw.
Went to watch Andrew playing rugby for Engin Fac last last sat.
We were extremely bored cos we could hardly see what was happening except everyone seem to be tau-pok-ing someone most of the time
Finished Prison Break Season 2 Ep 10 finally.
Now perhaps I could get to some serious studying for my programming lab which is next wed.
It has been raining cats and dogs lately & it's really to my liking.
I love rainy days, snuggling in my bed or at my table, picking on my pizza & downing a cuppa coffee with a book.
Perfect day. Perfect for studying too.
Somehow, rainy days seems to bring out this momentum and enthusiasm in me to get things A.L.A STUDYING , done.
Weird, but true.
2 months. Why am I even bothering to keep count?

Sometimes, I wonder how I've managed to pretend nothing has happened and move on.
Delusion & escapism.
Maybe that's the way I would carry on.
I've really tried hard to give up. I wanna let down this burden & move on. But it hurts no matter which way I go. Maybe I dn wanna give up even.
Do you have any idea?

My friend's boyfriend gave this to me for my b-dae
Inside contained all the pics since the moment I stepped into Nus as an official student
I find this really the most apt & touching present I got
Maybe because my life had been one emotional rollercoaster ride ever since I stepped into nus
I love how every picture can bring out torrents of emotions within me
Time flies. & feelings will fade

Notice how you can see the "bench" through me in the 2nd pic
There was a huge sign at the neos machine saying green coloured clothes will affect the picture
I went ahead with it anyway


Thank you everyone who made an effort to come down or just to pass me prez
Thank you everyone for your lovely presents
& for the love and attention that you have showered upon me all these while
I feel really blessed to be me
And this was possibly the best birthday and the best 21 years marked!
A huge THANK YOU!
Benedict, Siwei, Longfeng, Waihan, Beewei, Weijing, Florence, Adeline, Yuhui, Yizhen, Lipeng, Jiehui, Wenting, Laura, Chuhui, Pamela, Eileen, Munting, Shaoying, Sandy, Yaocong, Kenneth, Jiangyang, Andy, Samuel, Daniel, Qixiang, Eesuan, Mandy, Yaqi, Desmond, Roy, Howard, Aloysius, Lester, Wanyun, Fanny, Chip, Cheong Hua, Yew Lee, You Fu, Yongjia, Aijia, Junie, Gabriel, Hanlun, Seeteng, James, Liyang, Jieren, Erwin, Michelle, Gwen, Shiying, Luke, Andrew, Musha, Luther, Lianwei, Lookit, Guangyao, Inez, Khai Yuen, Chin Seng, Xinyuan, Joyce, Linda & many more.

1. good men are ugly looking
2. cute guys have lousy characters
3. cute guys with good characters are married
4. cute guys with good character, are single, are poor
5. cute guys with good character, are single, are rich, are not interested in us
6. cute guys with good character, are single, are rich, are interested in us, are players
7. cute guys with good character, are single, are rich, are interested in us, are not players, are gay

Great fun, great company
The rest doesn't matter at all, does it?
Had fun dolling up with dicky
Did our nails the D.I.Y. way
Bot puny crowns for ourselves
Photo-whored the night away
Ktv-ed till 5
Im still loving my R(A) peeps after all

NUSSU Project-X at ZOUK
RnB music really isn't me. Doesn't enjoy it as much as mambo.
Thanks Terence for treating me those 2 Tequila pOp
Great friends & fun, what else do we need
Day out with dearest TOILET GANG
We went New york New york!
Had so much photo-whoring there
Went to walk along esplanade
Went to sit at some cosy coffeebar in esplanade
Day out shopping with dearest bimbos
Toilet shots are a must!
Ade & Me at forever 21 trying their hats
Love e colour. Hate e drink

Wanna say thank you to the wonderful bimbos around me ade, fishy n dicky who pei-ed me to Zhi4 High throughout the parade
Pigged out at Geylang after that
Thank you for mahjong-ing with me & going thru the bidding process with me at fishy's house till 5am.
I love you girls!



Mahjong-ed, x-boxed, ate fan shu & chilled @ gab's house
Danced the night away at mambo.
I love being with the few of us namely gab, ah lun, kenny, junie, ah teng, cheong hua.
Met our sp group pika
Went for late night supper opposite my house there
Ahhh... the luxuries of living within walkable distance frm zouk
More outings please!
Reached home at around 5am
Thanks mum for not screwing me
Saw Kang Chen Xi ala Star Idol Guy
If only this was during that period, I would go crazy
He turned out to be cheong hua's friend
& Terence said his twin brother was his friend
Why din I know you guys during the star idol period!!

East coast today!
Did some running & felt the full blow of the degradation of my stamina after a few rounds.
Time for intensive exercise.
The weather was very nice & it was fun to play with sand along the beach.




